Oh God, if I never saw one of those positive affirmation memes again it would be too soon. It's not that I'm down on flaunting positivity (although I am down on 'awesome' possibly being the most overused and misunderstood word in the English language, closely followed by 'literally'), it's just that they seem to be … Continue reading Positive Affirmation Memes. Stop. Just please stop.
This is me, climbing over a gate, all the way back in 2012. About five minutes after this photo was taken, I walked into an electric fence. I guess it said 'NO FOOTPATH' for good reason. It was taken by my friend Jon. He had invited me for a walk in the woods while … Continue reading Don’t wait for the eulogy; share the important moments now
'You are the only patient one, Mademoiselle,' said Poirot to Miss Debenham. She shrugged her shoulders slightly. 'What can one do?' 'You are a philosopher, Mademoiselle.' 'That implies a detached attitude. I think my attitude is more selfish. I have learned to save myself useless emotion.' - Agatha Christie, Murder on the Orient Express Oh, … Continue reading To be like Miss Debenham, to save oneself from useless emotion
Though I had not believed in His existence since my youth of hymns and Sunday school, God began to talk to me, first in a whisper and later, in loud, threatening tones. My father spoke to me, too. Sometimes his presence was invisible, but sometimes I would see him sitting at the end of my bed, seemingly looking straight through me with his eyes, ice blue. It would be the first of many psychoses.